Sleep

I've just been having the worst sleep lately, I wake up like 4 or 5 times a night, then I'm like a caffeine zombie throughout the day.  I just never feel rested and always on edge.  Always thinking to myself, "damn gurl damn take a chill pill, you neeeeeed to relax yoself".  Ugggg... I wish I was the worlds heaviest sleeper.  It would make the days be more enjoyable.  And I wouldn't feel the ever present urge to close my eyes, I swear it's like staring at the sun.  I just function so awkwardly right now, like a rapid squirrel seeking his stash, I'm just focusing on silly stuff, because my mind is so sleep deprived.  Maybe I need some warm milk and a cat to cuddle with before bed.