Prayer of the Fearful

Lord where is my courage, why do I fear when I am surrounded by your presence.  How can any decision be bigger than you?  It cannot.  Lord the world surrounds me with its judgement, it surrounds me with its hate, but Lord you surround me with your love. Your love begets goodness and grace, thank you for righteousness.  Lord only you can give wisdom, I fear to be the fool in your sight.  May my path be forever in your light, may you make my bent path straight to your sight. Though I've stared into the void, you have always held me in the tightest of embraces.  You wouldn't let me fall even if I through myself; and for that I am forever grateful.  I know if I make a decision in you it is pure and righteous.  I pray that you keep my mind focused away from the darkness that attacks my heart, may you keep my tortured soul sane and soothed with your ointment of truth.  Lord I fear for my minds health, because it has lived in fear for so long, allow your grace to take hold and the fear to evaporate. Lord you are my sword and shield in the battle for my heart.  Lord let nothing spoil your creation.  Lord thank you for loving me, even though I don't deserve it, I am blessed beyond measure just to know you.