Graduation is friday, and college is for real over. For the last three months my life's been sort of a fantasy, the proverbial getting your cake and eating it to. I "graduated" meaning I didn't have anymore school work, I got a job and started making money, and all my friends were still in school meaning they still had plenty of time to hang out and even work around my now constricted schedule. I'm living the good life, but alas it cannot last forever. And graduation for real looms at large.
This summer is going to be busy, house hunting, helping 926 get renovated for the guys, meeting a bunch of new employee's at work, company retreats, more traveling, and more. It's going to busy, it's going to be real, real adult life. When I think about it like that, I get a twinge of fear, but it's coupled with deep sense of longing, even excitement! I want to see what the next steps God has for me.
Hell I'm 22 I still have so much time to try stuff, fail, learn, try again, and make my way through adult life. But it's crazy to me to say, I'm looking for a house, a HOUSE, it's like slap to my adolescent senses, this is the big leagues. How did this happen so fast! A year ago, I was a complete emotional wreck, distrustful of God, of family, of people, now my mind and heart are back to the best they've been since I can remember, and I can feel the effect of Matty at full capacity, it's exhilarating!
God has blessed these last few months, but Graduation is soon and thus ends my college life, on to the future that looks oh so bright.
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